#ForeverAlone
Warning. This is an emo post.
Don't read it when you're in a good mood.
Kamsamida. :)
I've came back with an emo post.
I've kept this feeling for such a long time.
Struggling whether share it in my blog or continue keeping it in my heart?
At the end, I choose to share. I think blog is the only way for me to vent.
I've been study in Kampar. 45min away from Ipoh.
Went back on weekends only.
Once we were besties. We hang out frequently. All are ONCE.
Seriously, don't ever expect too much from your friends.
I think I've been slow being forgotten by them.
No more Vivian been tagged in a photo. No more Vivian been tagged in a post.
No more Vivian been checked in with you guys.
Now I truly understand her feeling. Seriously, I got hard feeling.
I admit I've lied.
I thought I got no hard feeling. Called someone and heard them singing karaoke.
Where am I at that time? Home. Ipoh.
Posted a funny status that try to comfort myself.
sometimes when you know your friend didn't invite you to any place, keep it silence. tell yourself, without them i still got many others friends out there. ♥ :)
She text me. Apologized. No hard feeling.
I replied. Ok. No hard feeling. I smile on my face, tears came out from my eyes.
I really tried to smile, tried to forget.
But for the next times, it's happen again.
What to do? haha
Smile, act like nothing happen at all.
Yes. I need to act. I'm not a good actor for the past.
Feelings wrote on my face.
Now, I'm going to be a good actor.
Back to Kampar.
I've changed to Advertising.
Thought I have bunch of new friends.
But I'm wrong.
Yeah. I'm not that active like last time.
Making new friends are a tough task for me.
I got no friends in Advertising.
Now I knew that it's hard to have friends. haha
Great.
I really went back to the day I just reached Kampar.
I'm officially #ForeverAlone.
Vivian. Smile. Smile for your life.
You're always ok.
Nothing can defeat you.
You can do things well although you're alone.
Wohenhao. :)
by,
Vivian 비비안 ♥
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