Result.
UTAR Foundation final result released.
This is my phucking result.
Should be congrats?
Cause I've success to proceed to degree from Sem1 to Sem3 safe and sound. Without any failure subject.
But! Please note at my CGPA.
It's not my target, also ain't my parents target.
And it's far away!
What I've target when I'm first join Foundation study is at the end of my Foundation study I have to gain at least 3.5 as my final CGPA.
But from the last semester, I can see that I'm not that good.
My parents decrease their target upon me which is 3.0.
BUT! look at the phucking result!
Could you see a 3?!
NO!
Fine.
This is the result I get.
At least, I didn't fail. I can proceed to degree.
I can't blame.
Can't blame anyone, anything.
.This. .Is. .My. .Fault.
The most disappointed thing is my mum's response.
Mum: What's your result?! *pointed at me fiercely* (PS: I think she had heard my phone talk with friend)
Me: 2.7
Mum: Heng! Not even a 3. Means no 3.0 larr.
Me: I've really study hard!
Mum: You just play hard only!
Me: FINE! Don't believe it!
GodDamn.
She never knew how much efforts I've put.
I memorize Marketing until I've cried. Crying non stop.
Non of my family comfort me. NON!
Even my aunts.
I feel like I'm SH.
Study until stressful. Travel is my only way to release stress.
So I always went to travel with friends.
This is why my mum said I PLAY HARD.
During exam, I'M STRESS! wohendayali.
Stress until vomit.
Not feeling well for the whole long week.
But, who cares? NO ONE.
who comfort? NO ONE.
I can't even listen a word from my parents.
At least one phrase, jiayou.
NO. Not a single word.
I need support. I need it badly.
Can you please say it?
by,
Vivian 비비안 ♥
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